Looking back

Today's VEDA topic was read an old blog post... well I felt like this was a sign that I needed to read a blog post from one of the first months I started blogging. Why? Well when I first started blogging it was an outlet to help me get through a miscarriage, so it must be time to read some over and think about it, see how far I've come and how far I haven't. I am not surprised I let a few tears go, but after I recorded this... I realized this was the first time I talked about it in some detail out loud (with very few exceptions). It stirred some emotions up inside that I almost enjoy feeling because it makes me feel closer to the unborn child. Not that I wanted to be sad, but having emotions made me accept that I didn't forget and that he or she was real and I still love he or she. I am ok with that. I am ok knowing I have the ability to love without ever having seen my child. It is a blessing to feel such love. If you want to watch me actually talk about it out loud just click on the video below.

Where have I been?

I haven't posted a ton on here because I am doing VEDA (Vlog Everyday in August) so if you want to see what I have been doing check out my videos on my youtube page SandyWessel (Subscribe!). Each day we have a topic so everyday you will get to know me a little better! Check it out!

Also when you are done watching mine check out some of the other VEDA videos and get to know some other bloggers and see if you click!


Hope you are all doing well, and YES I did get a new phone FINALLY! Also I had an AWESOME time on my vacation to Wyoming and have some footage in my VEDA videos!

Leave me some comments! I love them! (Well most of them haha!)

Here are a few of the videos to get you started!

Ever feel detached?

I never thought I would miss my phone. I realize now how much I use if for everyday:
Calls
Texts
Facebook
Twitter
Banking
Email
Business
Youtube (because I am participating in VEDA check it out )
Pictures of random cute things my daughter does
Videos for Karaoke Ring of Death and VEDA and random cute things my daughter does
Alarm Clock
Timer
Exercise Tracker
Calculator
Address Book (Now know as contacts)

That stuff I use on a daily or at least a weekly basis!

I was just thinking I should call my friend... then I remembered I don't have a way to call her because I don't have her number memorized. Erg.

I also feel detached because I recently stopped going to the Church we use to call our home Church, and a lot of our friends are there, and I have been working like a crazy person plus commute time and I miss all of my friends so much! I feel like it has been forever since we hung out!

Today for VEDA I took the Meyers Brigs Personality test and my results were ENFJ (Check out what that means here) The E is for extrovert which I TOTALLY am and I have been deprived of the opportunity to be one! I feel so detached! I need to be around some people! Physically I need to see them and laugh and who knows go dance and sing some Karaoke! (Hint Hint friends)

On the bright side of feeling detached, I am looking forward to an AMAZING weekend with my best friend whom I have not seen (in person) in 3 years!!! I am so excited!!! It's always like we never left each other when we get together!

So let's get you in on this... Are you detached latley? Do you feel the need to be around people? Click this >>>Personality Test and tell me what your results are, if they're accurate and what the letters mean (you Google the letters to get a better description). I really am interested to know!

VEDA day 2

VEDA day 1 2012